Setting context: On this same day, Derek posted an email that he had sent to Ed Bain and in part he said, "Unfortunately for me, and I'm trusting you with this, it is one of the degree mills (note the difference) listed in Dr Bear's book. *sigh*". For a complete copy of the huge post go to this same directory and reference the file named EmailEtAlPosted.txt. From: dsmart@pobox.com (Derek Smart) Subject: Re: My email from Derek Smart (9/3/99) Date: 10 Sep 1999 00:00:00 GMT Newsgroups: comp.sys.ibm.pc.games.space-sim,comp.sys.ibm.pc.games.strategic,alt.games.bc3000ad,alt.education.distance On 10 Sep 1999 20:13:41 GMT, mark edward hardwidge wrote: >In comp.sys.ibm.pc.games.strategic Ed Bain wrote: >> No more "plausible denial", Derek. > > The problem with posting email is that it's not 'proof' of >anything. There is no verification possible of a bunch of ASCII text. > I don't have any particular opinions about the whole PhD >matter, but I think you should be aware that anyone who doesn't >believe you isn't going to believe your attributions regarding what >someone else said. Anyone who already believes you will...but there >isn't much point in convincing them! Frankly, I don't know what the fuss is about. Like I said in email, I have nothing to hide. Dr Bear (or was it one of the other folks from a.e.d ?) made it quite clear that any institution offering a degree that is not accredited, is a degree mill. They have also indicated, as I mentioned in my mail, that I don't *have* to answer *any* questions from anyone, nor do I need to engage in this crap. It was in plain sight and that is one of the reasons, as I stated, that I just decided to declare that it was not accredited. I used Dr Bear's authoritative guideline. End of story. As I indicated in the mail, unlike sending money for a degree in return, I *did* the work. Now, this can be regarded as yet another 'revelation'. Its not, nor does it even shed any light to anything. So much for trusting someone with confidential email. *sigh*. I guess now we can all question the credibility of the people who contact us via email, calling themselves lurkers, concerned few, just interested etc. If you all remember my post about Allan of this morning, *thats* what I'm talking about. I guess you can now all understand why this recent turn of events with Ed, has been, well, disturbing. So, you folks can, once again, continue to have your fun at my expense. It doesn't change a *thing*. The only breather has been this post, form another game developer, which I replied to earlier and which, after my own thoughts, edited my sig. ================ Derek, his point is that when people, such as myself, who spent 4 1/2 years working on PhD at an accredited university, watch you just append a clearly unearned title at the end of your name, it makes them angry and it makes you look foolish. For what it's worth, I think you are a talented game developer and you shouldn't need to claim a degree you haven not earned (and don't possess) in order to gain respect. You clearly have what it takes to earn a PhD, (intelligence, perserverence, motivation...) however, you are simply unwilling to incur 4 years of the opportunity cost of working toward said degree. I don't blame you in that regard, sometimes I look at how much money I lost in potential salary during those 4 years and kick myself. But one thing is for certain, only those who have actually been through an accredited program deserve to be called Dr. Now do the right thing and remove that PhD from your sig until you have one from an accredited university. Douglas Hendrix Stardock Systems PhD '96 Astrophysics/Plasma Physics University of California, Irvine ====================== MY REPLY: What a refreshing break. I accept and respect your opinion Douglas and will continue to ponder my next move going forward. That said.. However, though it is a non-accredited degree, let me ask you this, how does it make the work that I put it into it, less that what you put into yours from a class room. This is the concept that I simply *cannot* wrap my brain around. After all, that is what a DL institute is for and several have non-accredited programs which *are* accepted the world over and even by most top level employers. Dr Bear's book, the most complete and excellent resource, proves that much. Further, with the advent of the digital age and notwithstanding the stigma associated with fraudulent operations handing out diplomas for a fee, what is the recourse? Are we to embrace the Internet and the ease it brings into most of our online activities which discarding the very notion of promotion further education? Are we then to assume that the future of education will be remain archaic simply because one has to be in a physical classroom in order to be considered having worked. Further along, I know how the CS degree program works, on and off campus. It it not Biology or Chemistry, which require a certain amount of lab work that we are talking about here. We are talking about a field that, if you look at the sylabus from most schools, it will be obvious that need not step a foot into a class room. Also, it is about discipline. Sure, studying from home breeds the need to cheat but being in the classroom does not alleviate that either. If there was an exam that I had to take, similar to GSAT or something, that would acknowledge my hard work, I would take it in a heart beat and would have nary a doubt in my mind that I would pass with flying colors. For the same reason I did the degree through DL, I could not afford the work downtime because I had a good career, safe life and I just did not want to disrupt that. I didn't do it in order to get a job (I haven't worked for anyone in almost 10 years and until '95, I was still a consultant to computer corps), I did it because, simply, I felt like it. It was about prestige and ego I guess. It wasn't about sibling rivalry either. Also, the institute allowed me privacy, ease of studies and I didn't have to make my technology public. My whole work that I currently do, as you know, centers around *very* advanced AI technology I created from the ground up and I am extremely protective of it because it gives me the edge. In fact, the other day I was on the phone with the counselor of a local college that offers Ph.D degrees in CS (you probably read the other threads in which some people suggested various colleges and I have been looking into one with an accredited program) and I asked the same thing. She told me *point blank* that I would be better off *not* doing the degree because I'd have to list my dissertation unless is was a matter of national security or some crap to that effect. So, if I do enrol, I'd have to do a dissertation on something *completely* different and which I wouldn't care if it was listed or not. It would be like starting from scratch. Apart from that, I don't think doing a thesis on the hazards of game development, is going to fly. Do you? :) I am open to suggestions in this regard because I have *full* intentions of enrolling in an accredited program for my own personal advancement and nothing else. Further along, how about those institutions that give our honorary degrees to folks who *never* even either went to school there or stepped foot in a degree program. What about them? At least I did the work, accredited or not. In fact, I plan on contacting Princeton University (cause I have a contact there) to see if I could get into a program or some sort of recognition if they found my technology in my dissertation, worthy. Naturally, I don't particularly plan on upping and moving to NJ (though I have a pad in NYC) even if they did let me enrol, but, I'm sure I could get some good suggestions on how to proceed, before I enrol in a local school here in Fort Lauderdale. Believe me, I am not doing this to piss people off, it just seems that way. Many years ago, how was I to know that this whole thing would come to this? Talk about hindsight. This is why I maintain that once it got out of hand, there was no turning back and yes, I regret saying that it was accredited when it wasn't but I did that for a specific reason, as I have already stated. I am torn in what to do and not do, further, I have a lawsuit pending because Huffman *refuses* to back the hell off me. Apart from that, removing the Ph.D. from my sig is one thing, feeling good about it is another. Besides, it would just be one more thing to attack me for and the detractors would have a field day. Case in point: yesterday, I was moving my Euroda mailbox around and forgot to update Agent for my sig file. Before you know it, one of them, Daktari (man of many aliases), was quick to stab at me for it. No doubt you saw the post in this same thread? Now *thats* what I'm talking about. I also need justification (as you aptly put it that anyone not of an accredited program, should not be refered to as Dr.) for removing those initials because right now, I just *don't* see anything other than people's isolated opinions. Besides, people rarely call me Dr. and in fact, my employees could care less and lets not even talk about the fan base. This is not an issue that has to be polled. All around us there are people in high places who end up in the same predicament. Saw somethingon Wired earlier this week, saw something in the NYT awhile back etc. But I *did* the work. In fact, I just saw something in the Monday edition of The Herald (www.broward.com) in which a bunch of students where suing a local college because they failed to tell said students that their physical fitness program lost its degree program accreditation! Imagine that. I don't know what to do but perhaps with the proper debate and dialogue, I will find a solution. It all boils down to public opinion and I think the world knows how I feel about that. I plan on contacting Dr Bear privately for advice and go from there. Eitherway, I will do whats best for *me* and whats *right*; and *not* whats best based on public opinion. I don't strive on public opinion and I can be a jackass all day about it and it won't change people's opinion of me. I will always, Ph.D. or not, be me, Derek Smart. Thanks for your opinion. See what happens when people are reasonable? Some, Ph.D. or not, just feel like they can attack someone and have a teddy bear thrown back at them. Fuck 'um, Ph.D and all. ===================== DOUGS REPLY: One problem with this is that I gave up 4 years of a career to earn a PhD. My salary in 1995 was 1/6 of what I make now. Because of this, most PhDs feel like you gotta pay your dues similarly if you want to be called Dr. Not to mention that if it worked the way you are saying, then everybody with 5 years of work experience in some industry should automatically be awarded a PhD. My boss is a great example, he has a MS Physics and 20 years of Aerospace industry experience, but he made his choice not to pursue a PhD and instead get a job and so he is not a Dr., but I, his subordinate, am. Another problem with this is that I spent 2 of those years travelling the world presenting my work in front of the worlds experts and defending it against their criticisms. I published 4 papers in Astrophysics Journals and defended my work formally against criticism from referees. The result is something you just can't achieve via a non-accredited school. The quality of a dissertation accepted by an accredited school is something you can't match with DL. > Further, with the advent of the digital age and notwithstanding the > stigma associated with fraudulent operations handing out diplomas for > a fee, what is the recourse? Are we to embrace the Internet and the > ease it brings into most of our online activities which discarding the > very notion of promotion further education? Are we then to assume that > the future of education will be remain archaic simply because one has > to be in a physical classroom in order to be considered having worked. I have no qualms with remote research. Toward the end of my grad studies, I worked mostly alone in my offfice or at home. In the beginning, however, I really knew nothing about the subject matter of my research and needed the pointers from my advisor to make sure I was going in the right direction. This is most likely the reason for residency requirements. It's the kind of thing that you have to have been there to realize how much you grow as a scholar and a scientist by going through an accredited PhD program and having an advisor who is a world expert in a field. > Further along, I know how the CS degree program works, on and off > campus. It it not Biology or Chemistry, which require a certain amount > of lab work that we are talking about here. We are talking about a > field that, if you look at the sylabus from most schools, it will be > obvious that need not step a foot into a class room. Also, it is about > discipline. Sure, studying from home breeds the need to cheat but > being in the classroom does not alleviate that either. If there was an > exam that I had to take, similar to GSAT or something, that would > acknowledge my hard work, I would take it in a heart beat and would > have nary a doubt in my mind that I would pass with flying colors. I agree here. Though, for example, my research was purely theoretical, so I had no real requirements to be on campus other than what I mentioned above. In the field of neural networks, there is also a lot of heady theory. I would imagine that studying under the tutelage of an academic expert would really be necessary to fully understand the current state of ther art and to be able to formulate ground breaking research. BTW, there is a professor at UC Irvine in the Physics Dept. doing research in neural nets. > For the same reason I did the degree through DL, I could not afford > the work downtime because I had a good career, safe life and I just > did not want to disrupt that. I didn't do it in order to get a job (I > haven't worked for anyone in almost 10 years and until '95, I was > still a consultant to computer corps), I did it because, simply, I > felt like it. It was about prestige and ego I guess. It wasn't about > sibling rivalry either. Also, the institute allowed me privacy, ease > of studies and I didn't have to make my technology public. My whole > work that I currently do, as you know, centers around *very* advanced > AI technology I created from the ground up and I am extremely > protective of it because it gives me the edge. In fact, the other day > I was on the phone with the counselor of a local college that offers > Ph.D degrees in CS (you probably read the other threads in which some > people suggested various colleges and I have been looking into one > with an accredited program) and I asked the same thing. She told me > *point blank* that I would be better off *not* doing the degree > because I'd have to list my dissertation unless is was a matter of > national security or some crap to that effect. So, if I do enrol, I'd > have to do a dissertation on something *completely* different and > which I wouldn't care if it was listed or not. It would be like > starting from scratch. Apart from that, I don't think doing a thesis > on the hazards of game development, is going to fly. Do you? :) > I am open to suggestions in this regard because I have *full* > intentions of enrolling in an accredited program for my own personal > advancement and nothing else. I feel your pain here. I know plenty of people who could have completed PhDs. Some started and had to quit to get a job to support family. Some never started because they had to feed hungry mouths. That's a choice you have to make. My recommendation to you is if you have enough money, go ahead and enroll in a an accredited program and split your time between game develpment and a PhD. I started my game, Stellar Frontier, just before I started writing my dissertation. I was able to do both quite easily. Stellar Frontier was my break from working on research and research was my break from working on Stellar Frontier. I also know how it is to work on a game for many years. (4 and counting). At times it is like having a 100lb necklace. > Further along, how about those institutions that give our honorary > degrees to folks who *never* even either went to school there or > stepped foot in a degree program. What about them? At least I did the > work, accredited or not. In fact, I plan on contacting Princeton > University (cause I have a contact there) to see if I could get into a > program or some sort of recognition if they found my technology in my > dissertation, worthy. Naturally, I don't particularly plan on upping > and moving to NJ (though I have a pad in NYC) even if they did let me > enrol, but, I'm sure I could get some good suggestions on how to > proceed, before I enrol in a local school here in Fort Lauderdale. I always wondered about those honorary degrees. I know Bill Cosby has one, though I'm sure he doesn't call himself a Dr. > Believe me, I am not doing this to piss people off, it just seems that > way. Many years ago, how was I to know that this whole thing would > come to this? Talk about hindsight. This is why I maintain that once > it got out of hand, there was no turning back and yes, I regret saying > that it was accredited when it wasn't but I did that for a specific > reason, as I have already stated. > > I am torn in what to do and not do, further, I have a lawsuit pending > because Huffman *refuses* to back the hell off me. Apart from that, > removing the Ph.D. from my sig is one thing, feeling good about it is > another. Besides, it would just be one more thing to attack me for and > the detractors would have a field day. Case in point: yesterday, I was > moving my Euroda mailbox around and forgot to update Agent for my sig > file. Before you know it, one of them, Daktari (man of many aliases), > was quick to stab at me for it. No doubt you saw the post in this same > thread? Now *thats* what I'm talking about. I also need justification > (as you aptly put it that anyone not of an accredited program, should > not be refered to as Dr.) for removing those initials because right > now, I just *don't* see anything other than people's isolated > opinions. Besides, people rarely call me Dr. and in fact, my employees > could care less and lets not even talk about the fan base. Yeah, I don't know what to do about that. Seems like you're damned if you do and damned if you don't. > This is not an issue that has to be polled. All around us there are > people in high places who end up in the same predicament. Saw > somethingon Wired earlier this week, saw something in the NYT awhile > back etc. But I *did* the work. In fact, I just saw something in the > Monday edition of The Herald (www.broward.com) in which a bunch of > students where suing a local college because they failed to tell said > students that their physical fitness program lost its degree program > accreditation! Imagine that. > > I don't know what to do but perhaps with the proper debate and > dialogue, I will find a solution. It all boils down to public opinion > and I think the world knows how I feel about that. I plan on > contacting Dr Bear privately for advice and go from there. Eitherway, > I will do whats best for *me* and whats *right*; and *not* whats best > based on public opinion. I don't strive on public opinion and I can be > a jackass all day about it and it won't change people's opinion of me. > I will always, Ph.D. or not, be me, Derek Smart. I agree. I think the best thing you could do would be to earn an accredited PhD. BTW, I'll trade you a copy of Stellar Frontier for BC3000. Right now during beta it's a free download at ====================== Derek Smart, PhD (non-accredited) Designer/Lead Developer The Battlecruiser Series www.bc3000ad.com "The man who follows the crowd will usually get no further than the crowd. The man who walks alone is likely to find himself in places no one has ever been. Someone lemme out!"